Still in the same boat.
Today I've spent at least four hours looking for a job.
Don't really know what kind of job, just looking, because I need a real
job that gives things like weekends off, paid vacation and the sort, but
it would definitely help if I knew what I wanted to do, and I don't
It's hard growing up, and getting out there in the real world, when
your not terribly outgoing, or brave enough to leave your comfort zone
I like my zone- well no I don't, if I liked all of it, I wouldn't be looking for
a new job to fill the spot of an old one.
I really want to be an artist, and I really want to be a writer- but how
on earth do I motivate myself to do anything...
Well anything in the real world- I'm definitely motivated to play video games,
or watch movies, or look at facebook- but really... I know I just have to get over
it and jump the fence, and not care if I land on my feet or not, but that's the
scary part I guess- and I'm rather scared of not knowing, and frustrated because of it.
I'm trying tho, even if I feel like I've wasted my day on frustrating internet sites trying
to find a job I like- when none of them seem interesting, or are something I can do!
Better luck tomorrow.