ManaMuse

Still in the same boat. So, today... Today I've spent at least four hours looking for a job. Don't really know what kind of job, just looking, because I need a real job that gives things like weekends off, paid vacation and the sort, but it would definitely help if I knew what I wanted to do, and I don't know that! It's hard growing up, and getting out there in the real world, when your not terribly outgoing, or brave enough to leave your comfort zone I like my zone- well no I don't, if I liked all of it, I wouldn't be looking for a new job to fill the spot of an old one. I really want to be an artist, and I really want to be a writer-

Looking up is a lot harder than it seems, the way you cram your neck back and stare into nothingness, there's always a bright blue sky, or a silver moon, perhaps the bright sun, and the occasional ceiling. But looking up is also a metaphor to looking forward, and I'm looking ahead to being a better person, and perhaps even knowing who I am! I still don't really know that... Or what I want to be either. But I know I love to draw, and creating things is life. So I have to figure out how to get a job in what I like to do. Perhaps... But yes, I'm looking up, looking ahead and looking forward to a lot more things! *Not much more to updat

Lets see, I'll start by saying: Hello Everyone! Now... what do I say here? Plans, goals? One day I want to be a writer. One day I want to be an artist. And right now I'm procrastinating my school work, because, quiet frankly, I don't want to be a web page designer! And Fireworks is kind of scary it's a whole new monster from when I was in high school, some seven eight years ago... I've come across a lot of accomplished wonderful and amazing artists around  here, who do commissions and comics and sell their work, and I would like to branch into that area of expertise. I'm not sure how to get started really, but I guess I'll figure that