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Aug-27 2013
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Still in the same boat.
Today I've spent at least four hours looking for a job.
Don't really know what kind of job, just looking, because I need a real
job that gives things like weekends off, paid vacation and the sort, but
it would definitely help if I knew what I wanted to do, and I don't
know that!
It's hard growing up, and getting out there in the real world, when
your not terribly outgoing, or brave enough to leave your comfort zone
I like my zone- well no I don't, if I liked all of it, I wouldn't be looking for
a new job to fill the spot of an old one.
I really want to be an artist, and I really want to be a writer- but how
on earth do I motivate myself to do anything...
Well anything in the real world- I'm definitely motivated to play video games,
or watch movies, or look at facebook- but really... I know I just have to get over
it and jump the fence, and not care if I land on my feet or not, but that's the
scary part I guess- and I'm rather scared of not knowing, and frustrated because of it.
I'm trying tho, even if I feel like I've wasted my day on frustrating internet sites trying
to find a job I like- when none of them seem interesting, or are something I can do!
Better luck tomorrow.
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Looking Up.
1 min read
Looking up is a lot harder than it seems, the way you cram your neck back and stare into nothingness, there's always a bright blue sky, or a silver moon, perhaps the bright sun, and the occasional ceiling. But looking up is also a metaphor to looking forward, and I'm looking ahead to being a better person, and perhaps even knowing who I am!
I still don't really know that...
Or what I want to be either.
But I know I love to draw, and creating things is life.
So I have to figure out how to get a job in what I like to do.
Perhaps...
But yes, I'm looking up, looking ahead and looking forward to a lot more things!
*Not much more to update- school is crazy, and so's life, but that's what makes it interesting!
-Isa
I still don't really know that...
Or what I want to be either.
But I know I love to draw, and creating things is life.
So I have to figure out how to get a job in what I like to do.
Perhaps...
But yes, I'm looking up, looking ahead and looking forward to a lot more things!
*Not much more to update- school is crazy, and so's life, but that's what makes it interesting!
-Isa
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Today.
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Lets see, I'll start by saying:
Hello Everyone!
Now... what do I say here?
Plans, goals? One day I want to be a writer. One day I want to be an artist. And right now I'm procrastinating
my school work, because, quiet frankly, I don't want to be a web page designer! And Fireworks is kind of scary
it's a whole new monster from when I was in high school, some seven eight years ago...
I've come across a lot of accomplished wonderful and amazing artists around here, who do commissions and comics and sell their work, and I would like to branch into that area of expertise. I'm not sure how to get started really, but I guess I'll figure that out when I see a rainbow, and pigs really do have wings and can fly!
Its got something to do with a pay-pal and so on- but no matter.
I think that's all for now, I really should get back to class work, just found, the little paper thing I'm supposed to write about this fictitious client (that'd be me probably) has to be 1 page long... I wonder if double spaces count...
See ya ~
-Isa
(And by the way, how does one make skins for deviant art journals? I'd much rather use my own art to showcase my silly ramblings!, if anyone passing by and happens to read this, would be a saint and let me know, I'd appreciate it!) <3
Hello Everyone!
Now... what do I say here?
Plans, goals? One day I want to be a writer. One day I want to be an artist. And right now I'm procrastinating
my school work, because, quiet frankly, I don't want to be a web page designer! And Fireworks is kind of scary
it's a whole new monster from when I was in high school, some seven eight years ago...
I've come across a lot of accomplished wonderful and amazing artists around here, who do commissions and comics and sell their work, and I would like to branch into that area of expertise. I'm not sure how to get started really, but I guess I'll figure that out when I see a rainbow, and pigs really do have wings and can fly!
Its got something to do with a pay-pal and so on- but no matter.
I think that's all for now, I really should get back to class work, just found, the little paper thing I'm supposed to write about this fictitious client (that'd be me probably) has to be 1 page long... I wonder if double spaces count...
See ya ~
-Isa
(And by the way, how does one make skins for deviant art journals? I'd much rather use my own art to showcase my silly ramblings!, if anyone passing by and happens to read this, would be a saint and let me know, I'd appreciate it!) <3
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Just to put it down.
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Look, here, there's this thing that wants you to do something, so do it? Yes, do it, just do it...
Okay okay I'm doing it. I'm writing something in this Deviantart journal thing, here we go!
Okay okay I'm doing it. I'm writing something in this Deviantart journal thing, here we go!
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